I don’t wanna be in your cult no more
We are greasing up the gears to get this beast moving again. I have been side-eyeing the growing traffic on the street all morning. It is heavier than it has been since this began and I am a little peeved that the sound is drowning out the birds songs I have grown used to. That cliche Mary Engelbreit quote is skipping on repeat in my mind… “don’t look back - you’re not going that way.” While that feels true for me I know many are on the edge on their seat with their keys in their hand. Ready to roll. I have zero desire to return to the status quo. Sure, it feels too soon. More so it feels pretty unimaginative. I never liked the the way things were. I have forever been flipping the menu over looking for a better option, wondering if this is all there is. I don’t have the answers yet but luckily I’m enjoying the quest. For now all I know is I don’t want to drink the koolaid (or the Coca-Cola). I don’t want to waste my life in traffic or work a 9-5 and live my best life in the dead last moments of the week, as though my joy is the least of my priorities. I don’t want to “network”. I want to connect for the inspiration of it all. For the recognition of being cut from the same cloth. For the pure pleasure of your company.
Day 111: Smoothie situation// spinach, banana, strawberry, mango, pineapple, cucumber, sprouts, chia seeds, hemp hearts, spirulina & almond milk