While the rest of the world is seemingly pants-less in a zoom meeting I have been making more time to zoom around town on my bike. I most enjoy riding at night because it’s cooler, quieter, darker and appeases the teenager in me who still wants to sneak out of the house. That bitch… anyway.. These late night rides are kind of intense. I come home sweaty and jelly legged with my hair all jacked up from the wind. Surprisingly they’ve been the thing to help me feel I am getting somewhere in my quest to balance out my masculine energy. Maybe it’s traversing the city ALONE at night. Maybe it’s pushing myself and moving my body in new ways. Maybe it’s the pace of the ride… could be all of the above but I feel like maybe I’ve had a taste of what it is to bro out. Shocker, I’m totally into it. My friend Fran built my bike and dropped it off a little more than a year ago. I haven’t shown it much attention am I’m regretting it! I texted him today to thank him and let him know that once I have leg muscles I’ll name at least one of them after him. He called dibs on my left glute. There’s a fanny joke in there somewhere.. but I’m not going to find it today.

Day 125: Forbidden rice, kimchi, avocado, sprouts, cilantro, bloobs and a 6 minute egg + brags amino acids, coconut oil and fish sauce on top. Crushed it!

P.S. It was 90 degrees today and I spent most of it fantasizing about cutting off all my gd hair. I’m weak! Summer is going to kick my ass.