I’m trying to keep the energy moving around here. Keep things bright, eat colorful stuff, listen to danceable tunes. I’m still dabbing perfume behind my ears despite having no where to go. I personally believe I have a lot of control over how I feel. Through PMA, healthy eating habits, exercise, creative jags and decent sleep. I stay on the up and up. But today after I slipped on this dress (that I had completely forgotten about) and twirled around about 20 times .. the wind was out of my sails. I was down for the entire day and chose not to fight it. It rained and I washed my hair out of solidarity. Other than that I accomplished nothing. I don’t feel blue but I definitely feel blah and I am okay with that for now. Sometimes when I am overcome with a feeling or suddenly zapped I wonder if it is someone’s else’s energy that I’m picking up on. Then I gently try to send it back to its rightful owner. Today I just shrugged and curled up with it. It’s a strange time. So be it. How are y’all hanging in there? Anyone know what day it is?
Day 83 (I think): wild rice cake with avocado, yogurt, smoked trout, everything but the bagel + a cutie… so I don’t get scurvy.
Wearing: thrifted tropical maxi dress. Totally keeping this. As I’m going through my closet I’ve stopped asking “does this bring me joy?” And gotten strait to the point with “can I wear this without a bra?”… which is essentially the same question only easier to process.