Ya know, it’s a lucky thing that Bill Murray was staying in a hotel during his endless Groundhog Day.. turn down service, someone’s making coffee downstairs every morning and no gawd damn dishes to do. A sink full of dishes is a total energetic drain for me. If I leave them too long it’s as if I can hear them gossiping away about how lazy I am. “I’m not lazy! I’m disinterested!” I yell out.. to no one. I don’t feel like doing dishes today. I don’t feel like putting clothes on today. I don’t see the point.. today. So I’m going to honor my fifis (that’s code for feelings) and not do those things, just for today.

Day 89: Apple, peanut butter, seeds and bloobs.