I am doing all my Sunday stuff.. making stock, catching up on the news, eating leftovers and dragging the needle back to zero. All in preparation for the coming week.. but I don’t really know what I am preparing for. The news says gun sales and Covid cases are up.. deja vu. Some guy on the radio is giving me tips on how to decipher the election results as they roll in on Tuesday and riffing on all the possible outcomes. None of which sound very good, honestly. Everything is just so uncertain. I know this is always the case and most of the time that is an exciting truth. I am doing my best to stay open to that excitement. To be okay with not knowing what will come. It’s hard though. All my executive level worrying skills really want to get in the game. My ability to dream up the worse possible outcome wants to come out and set some dumpster fires. The wiser parts of me are telling me to just keep doing what I’m doing. To spend all that energy in a more productive way. So that’s what I’m doing. I booked a few consultations for the upcoming week. I have client calls on Monday and plenty of other work to keep me moving. In other words - being of service to others and less less screen time is really getting me through. Lately social media and the internet at large just feels like static to me, so I’ve been logging out. Feels right.
Day 280: Pumpkin toaster waffle sandwich with coconut cream and blueberries. Not pretty but very satisfying AND required basically zero kitchen clean up. Huzzah!